blizzard 2009 [23 Dec 2009|05:44pm] jenzee blizzard 2009 Originally uploaded by jenzeestyle Here is just a sample photo from Sunday when we went to go dig out the car.. mmm 2 plus feet of snow yay <3 2 comments|post comment

[22 Dec 2009|01:08am] jenzee nothing like getting a call at 1am saying my boyfriends been in a car wreck with my white honda civic and its totally the other guys fault and it might be totalled, this is really bad timing and FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. not going to lie I just cryed a few tears my boyfriend is ok though he said his knees hurt but my little 92 civic might not make it =[ The High and Low I made 100 dollars on a freakin monday night tonight <3 and after bought one of Kris' gifts.. now I am sitting here shaking waiting to hear back from Kris when he gets to his apt with Jimmy and the car, and apparently I will have to call the insurance company because the car is in my name and he isnt insured to drive it, WTF not in a good mood anymore. 1 comment|post comment

[19 Dec 2009|10:27pm] jenzee keeping you all updated again so instead of risking getting stuck even more Kris is spending the night @ Alicias yay. We left his work got stuck etc etc etc made it to Alicia's and then ate ramen, and now I dunno when we are gonna clean the old apt still, since its so bad and crazy out. Right now Alicia, Elmer, Kris and I watched Ratitollie and now as the second movie marathon Happy Feet is about to come on yay. <3 1 comment|post comment

[19 Dec 2009|04:07pm] jenzee so moved all my stuff to alicia's yesterday and all kris stuff to his new apt I was spost to just stay at alicia's last night but things changed and snow was in the forecast so my work closed for saturday because 1-2 FEET was expected, so there went my MONEY shift right before christmas. stayed and spent the night in kris new place and then we walked in the blizzard to get our cats food. Then we tried to go clean the old apt but its no way possible to get there today, its still snowing and there is already a foot 1/2. We made it after crazy driving to his job in silver spring so he could work, and I think we might even be staying here through the night, the snow is not going to stop until sunday. maryland, va and dc is getting hit hard and we really don't ever get this much, maybe a inch or two and that's always in Feb. Sunday I guess we are going to clean the old apt because inspection is Monday,also the plan was to go to Shana's holiday concert thing, so hopefully the snow doesnt fuck to much with that. I guess my numbness and pain is on delay for now, but I want to say Amanda Freeman your amazing for checking up on me last night, and I love you!!!! BUNDLE UP DMV!!!! 2 comments|post comment

ok i lied [17 Dec 2009|01:37pm] jenzee Ok I lied, I already cried enough tears today; right now I am at Alicia's waiting to leave for work, I brought a few more things over today and I feel my heart crumbling into pieces. I have to stay strong but in honesty I dont know how my relationship is going to make it out . Tommorrow is the day that I will not be sleeping with Kris anymore, its when my world gets crushed even more, I find it so sick that I feel that I cant go on without him everyday, its sorta wack how I am weak and think that I need him to be feeling alive. HELP. In other news Saturday it is spost to snow apparently, so after work Alicia and I might be going sleading if there is enough snow at like 11pm LOL. Hold on be strong Feeling invisible 1 comment|post comment

[16 Dec 2009|11:17pm] jenzee moving friday watching the babysitters club movie on tv right now still alive and not hurting but i am sure once i say goodnight to kris after moving on friday the tears will fall. i will miss my cats and i will miss sleeping in the same bed, but this is a test our relationship has to pass worked today and made 80 bucks hope tomm nights shift is just as good still need to do xmas shopping and go to old navy ahhhh maybe tomm before work. post comment

updating on a lazy sunday from the bed reppin the LT number 21 jersey!!! [13 Dec 2009|05:44pm] jenzee Edit 10:15pm Chargers won!!! Saints won!! & Now Anar's suprise thingie is back to being sunday the 20th its going to be a dinner in DC, yay so that takes a little bit of stress off a little bit for saturday the 19th. <3 end of edit I currently still have tons to do before moving out on Friday eek. Kinda not feeling very well so I sold my ticket to NFG/Dashboard tonight thanks to a friend of a friend thanks James and Musicbox Mom. I kinda feel bad since NFG is my fave band but one this is a baltimore show and I hate driving in Bmore and two its acoustic so its no big deal, I know the person who bought my ticket will do it justice. Chargers vs Cowboy game is on right now, come on lightning bolts!!! I gotta win 3 dollars from beating Pinkesh. Kris has missed football all day because he is at work and then is going to play cards with the guys tonight, when the heck he is going to pack up the apt this week I don't know that either because tomm morning he has jury duty and his work week is going to be busy since they just ended another auction. side note- my entry about being addicted to dog the bounty hunter and gangland shows still hold true Kris and I have been watching them till about 2am some nights last week, also Gordon Ramsey's Kitchen Nightmares. Wends- I saw Kris new apt but not the inside, he went to go put a deposit down.. it hurt my heart knowing that this wasnt going to be my home too, also its not in a great area so when I do go over there it wont be at night alone or he will be coming to the car to get me to go inside. side note again- my cat Memphis hasnt been an asshole in the past month I think he knows I am moving out and leaving. Also Kris is being extremely weird nice about taking all my extra stuff. I had a pretty good weekend : Thursday: Had a banging work shift made $121 Friday- we woke up , searched around the net and then met with Andy, went to Annapolis Court house to see Michelle and Mike get married even if we didnt agree with it, it was a short thing and werid, and then everyone that was there like 11 people or something we all went to the Cracker Barrell over the bay bridge, afterwards Kris, Andy and I went to the Sandy Point Park light show which honestly was not worth the $14 but it was fun, then we met up with Jimmy and Kristen at Annapolis Mall and walked around there for a bit not by anything except for Yogiberry icecream or whatever the place was called it was mmmmm so good. Then Andy, Kris and I headed over to Ander's house to meet up with the CREW [ Cj, Pinkesh, Ander, Jose, Heath} Max, Dana, Kevin were there too and we all were drinking and set up our secret santa, which includes Jimmy and not Max or Dana. So we drew names and the price limit is minimum 30 dollars, I got Andy thank God which is SUPER easy to buy for. I wonder who got me, I feel bad that its a bunch of guys and me but in reality I am one of them and hangout with them 24-7 so I am happy to be included. This night was fun and I drank four beers meanwhile I dont drink beer so who knows, but it was a fun night we watched Family Guy a lot. We ended up leaving and getting home at 3:30am and Andy spent the night on the floor in our room LOL. Saturday- I did not want to go work and was not in a mood at all when I got into work. Thankfully Sigal went to Chiptole for me [ Everyone else got Kenny's Chinese boo] since I couldnt leave though it got busy so my food got cold and was sitting waiting for me for about three hours. The day turned out ok and it was good laughs as always with Alicia, Elmer and Alfonso. We planned out date hangout session for Tuesday. The night shift part of it was pretty busy so Jamie and I deff made money, around 7pm I was ready to go but still had 2 1/2 hours, so in total today I made $186. Now I learned that Anar's suprise thing changed from the 20th to the 19th so now this day is going to be even more stressed with Kris moving everything out in a UHAUL. I will be at work from 10am-9pm and then will go home as in home to Alicia's and shower and change[ thank god its now just gonna be a 5min to work instead of like 30].. then he will pick me up which I think is the plan and we will head to DC to club Lima. Everything is coming so fast, and I still have to shop for Kris, Andy my SS, my mom, my dad, stepmom, and uncle for Christmas, still the only person I have done is Alicia. AHHHH, I should go shopping right now but the game is on, I might go to the mall after the game if I am not feeling lazy but I have a feeling I am being lazy. Also my work said they are having a Christmas Party at the tenleytown store on tuesday the 15th which means this was my free day all day but now its not, since Alicia and I are going to go with Elmer and Alfonso and people. I think I am just going to have Kris move my stuff into the UHAUL and bring it to Alicia's for me its only a dresser and a few totes, all the other stuff he is taking to his apt, and if I dont want to use something he is storageing it in his apt for me. So maybe things will work. - side note I am sad about not having my own tree to decorate with Kris this year but it will be ok and we will get through all of this and have a stronger relationship because of this move, also Samantha and Anthony still havent left and I guess they are moving out the last minute as we are ULGH, also she got a 75 dollar red light ticket and it was sent to me since the car is in my name, well looks like shes going to be oweing me 75 bucks, or more so oweing Kris it since I dont speak to her. Anyway this entry is long here is a picture from Friday Night !!! Dont ask it was late and things got crazy LOL. LOVE HIM ALWAYS. 2 comments|post comment

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